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Don't Leave Me Now

 

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
 Should I be feeling guilty or let the judge’s frown?
 Because I saw the end, before we'd begun
 Yes, I saw you were blind and I knew I had won
So, I took what's mine by eternal right
 Took your soul out into the night
 It may be over but it won't stop there
 I am here for you if you'd only care
You touched my heart, you touched my soul
 Changed my life and all my goals
 And love is blind, and that I knew when
 My heart was blinded by you

 

Lewanay was saying good bye to ignorant dervish as more than just a friend. As she walked away from him; Dervish couldn't help but feel a deep ache in his chest. It wasn't just the physical distance that would separate them now, but Lewanay love and care will always be with him. The separation, realization hit him like a ton of bricks, as dervish had always secretly harbored feelings for her that went beyond simple friendship. He stood there, watching her fade into the distance, his heart heavy with the weight of what he had lost.

The regret and self-doubt washed over Dervish like a wave, and couldn't shake the feeling that he had missed out on something special. Despite the pain of Lewanay early goodbye, he knew deep down that he wanted her to be happy.

Thus, Seconds turned into hours and hours turned into days, but the ache in Dervish chest never truly went away. Dervish found himself constantly thinking about her, replaying her memories over and over in his mind. Dervish missed her texts, her emoj, and the way she made him feel alive by her written expressions on Insta. It was as if a part of him had been ripped away and dervish was left incomplete without Lewanay.

 Despite his best efforts to move on, his heart refused to let go of the hope that maybe one day, she would come back to him.

In the End, As Dervish went through his days, he couldn't help but wonder if she felt the same way. Did she think about him as much as he thought about her? Did Lewanay miss him as much as he missed her? He would find himself staring at his phone, hoping for a text or call from her, but it never came. Yet, there were moments when he would catch a glimpse of hope. Maybe it was the way her name would still appear in his suggested contacts, or a like on a social media post that felt like a small connection. He couldn't help but cling to these moments, hoping that maybe, just maybe, she still thought of him too. He knew he needed to move on, but the thought of her still held a grip on his heart that he couldn't shake.

The silence only made him for hope of comeback.

I know your fears and you know mine
We've had our doubts but now we're fine
And I love you, I swear that's true
I cannot live without you


For Lewanay

From Ignorant Dervish

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